| Monday, January 31st, 2005 |
| 12:56 am |
I dont know whats going on???
This is for you Frances with an "e". I don't even know what I should write about anymore, I haven't posted since a year ago. I'm going to turn 20 soon, goodbye being a teen. Most people say this is where it all goes downhill from here. But, I really don't try to be pessimistic. My mom wants to celebrate my b-day at the park, I told her that I dont want to do anything for my b-day, she told me that I should think about. I was thinking of having it at Chuck E Cheeses but what happened on my 18th b-day is whats holding me back. Whatever, I dont know what to do, I'm not really feeling in a festive mood so I guess I'll be okay with the park. Ideas anyone?? Current Mood:  whateverCurrent Music: Of Montreal |
| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 |
| 5:03 pm |
Who do you talk to when ur feeing sad? When ur loved cant talk cause they're working. All there is left there to do is just sucking it up and be brave. I feel shitty. I wish I could call people but I dont want to waste their minutes on their cell phones. It sounds stupid I know, but I think a lot about those things. Things meaning other people. Current Mood:  cryingCurrent Music: Crapydecrap CRAP!!!!! |
| Thursday, February 5th, 2004 |
| 10:44 am |
I'm Alive!
I'm trying to keep awake I keep on leaning my head on the monitor. That's it! today I'm going to sleep at 10. Stupid exams and Homework they were the ones that have been keeping me from having a good rest this whole week. My b-day is this Saturday I'm happy, I guess. I dont really care. Well,I really don't want to do anything I think I'm should just stay home cause I usaully don't go out Sat's. Well, I think I'm just going to dinner with my parents and thats about it. Oh I bought myself the new Puma's I've been meaning to get since christmas. Besides that my life has been a bore. Alex an I are great as usual, The only problem would be that we don't get to see or talk as often as we would like. But, I dont mind I know he has a hard schedule to deal with anyway. Well I should get to class I'll see ya'll later. Current Mood:  calm |
| Saturday, January 3rd, 2004 |
| 11:23 pm |
Crap
Shhh.... I was so inspired by my own pain to write this journal I guess Dorys took it all away I'm happy again. But it still hurts a lil. I was going to write something about me causing my own pain, and how people are stupid cause we are the ones who cause our own problems. Well I guess that was the end of that. Happy New Year and Merry Chirstmas! Current Mood:  strangeCurrent Music: people are strange - Jim Morrison |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 |
| 9:34 am |
Ice cool
TWT yesterday was FUN! I really miss laughing for nothing. I miss 10th grade TWT. It used to be so much fun playing hacky sack. I should start playing again, I'm kinda of getting a little rusty on my moves. I hope that Justin, Kat and Jordan get to Orlando fine. Too bad I couldn't go, since I have finals next week. I really can't wait till I get till this semenster is over. I have cool classes next semenster that I really can't wait till they start. Alex says HI everyone, he's sitting next to me finishing up on his report that was due an hour ago. Procastination goes on till a life time. Yeah I'm trying to work on my procastination issue.
Yesterday I had a talk with Jordan in Nabiha's car, it went pretty well only that I did all the talking. I understand cause we didn't really had time to talk that much. I hope things get better between us. Why am I writting like this is a letter maybe I'm writting an email and I haven't noticed yet. Wait yeah, its a journal. Well I guess this is the end like Jim Morrision said. Current Mood: Ice coolCurrent Music: This is the end- The Doors |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 |
| 3:30 pm |
Got this out of a dictionary
scene "seen" Click once to rate this definition: (votes: 8) a term often used to define the type of music one listens to, the clothes one wears and the group one hangs out with. Examples: Indie, Emo, Punk, Straight Edge, etc. "Man, I can't believe you're a Republican! It's so against your scene!" I just thought this was funny. Current Mood: better |
| 9:34 am |
thoughts of the week
I know I haven't posted in days. So how many of you really noticed. This weekend was pretty crappy besides hanging out with Alex nothing eventful happened. No one calls anymore. My car broke down, now this time for sure. My dad nor my uncle know whats wrong with it. I miss having a car. I never realized how important it is. Yesterday I went to Dolphin for Christmas shopping with my sis and mum. Since my mom doesnt drive we had to take the bus over there, it took us about 1 hour and 40 mins to get there. After we were done shopping we took a taxi back to our casa and that was about $25.00. Of course this was out of my christmas money. Man was it hard to find some peoples gift. Since I've really haven't hung or talked to them, it makes everything so complicated, like Avril says. Well now I just need Dorys and Alex this is not going to be that hard. My goal this christmas is give not to recieve. I've spent 50% of my christmas money in buying people things. Even people I know aren't going to give back. It feels good. Although sometimes I get tempted into buying something for me. I'm torned like being selfless and selfish. Like Peter and Roark. The only thing I'm going to have to buy are new shoes since my shoes have holes on them. Well that's all I'm going to type for now. Peace Current Mood: crappy |
| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003 |
| 10:25 am |
Orlando my future home?
So as many of you must know, I went to Orlando for four days with Dorys. Dorys was pain but Orlando really wasn't. I had a fun time though. Besides of all of the annoying little arguments that I would have with Dorys it was fun. I checked out the schools that could become my future schools and some of the apartments. All of the 4 days all I ate was just junk food. This is what I dont like about living on my own. The friend that we were staying with never was home, always to busy to cook. All of the food thyat was in the refrigerator was rotten. The milk was expired. Not knowing this I dranked it with cereal, thank God nothing happened to my stomach. Any ways I'm writting too many details. The point is that I must learn how to cook. I must learn how to cook like my mom. hmmmmmm.......food. I really did miss real food the few days that I was over there. Well, I watched Love Actually. The best movie ever. And I never say that so it must be terribly AWESOME! At the end of the movie everyone in the movie theater started to cry and hug one another, saying to eachother "I Love You". I know this sounds kinda far off. But it's true. I want to see it again. But no one wants to see it except Nabiha and Alex. And thats only because I making him watch it. All of the guys are like "I dont want to see a korny British movie that has Hugh Grant in it". Quote Jordan. Well you know what Jordan SCREW YOU!! Well the point is that I'm back. And if anyone wants to hang. eehm: Raquel, Victor, Jess. I mean anyone just call. laterz Current Mood:  BlahCurrent Music: Outkast- shake it like a poloroid picture. I love that song |
| Wednesday, November 12th, 2003 |
| 1:37 pm |
Chadu
I'm waiting for my class to start I have an hour and 20 mins to go. I hate this long break that I have. Next semester I'm going to have my classes start at 10 or 11 and have them end at 1 or 2. Yesterday I went thriting with Alex and bought a shirt that say "My uncke makes Submarines" It's super cute. I love it. I also bought some red shoes that I'm hesistant to wear since it's from the thrifting. I can't believe how many people are coming for Thanksgiving. We should all get together and have a Thankgiving BASH! Some what like last year only this time with everyone. People that are coming: Sin, Justin, Nolvia, Brian, Lizbeth, well that's not that many but it's a lot! I really can't wait. And hopefully this time I would be able to hang out more with Nolvia! I love her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! Current Mood:  lethargicCurrent Music: Ben Kweller |
| Thursday, November 6th, 2003 |
| 8:07 pm |
Miriam up in the House
Man wasn't such a bad day today. Downtown looked like it was going to fall down. Man! MDC's library gives you laptop that any student could rent. that is awesome. Well, I'm doing good in all of my courses thank God. I thought that I was failing English but I'm not. I went thriting today. Got some neat stuff for $8. Well if anyone wants to hang out this weekend give me a call. I'll probably be there late, but I'll be there:) Dorys and I took these. Finally I'm using my digital.It come handy often. I've been taking pics of squirrels and this chicken that thinks it's a pidgen cause it can't stop following them.    Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: there is the season |
| Wednesday, November 5th, 2003 |
| 2:01 pm |
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| Thursday, October 30th, 2003 |
| 9:43 pm |
Sorry
So they say what ever goes around comes around. I really do believe in this saying very strongly. Whatever happened wasn't a matter of revenge, it was an accident. I'm sorry for what happened and I hope u would be willing to forgive me. Current Mood: tornCurrent Music: Piebald-you won't be seeing me again |
| Friday, October 24th, 2003 |
| 12:04 am |
 Is this realy Lila Lee or Dorys Bello? Current Mood: aggravated |
| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 |
| 9:39 am |
The erection that became a pimple.
So I tried to pop a pimple last night and that stupid lil bitch kept palpitating the whole night and didnt let me sleep. I'm sitting right next to Nabiha Khan right now. I'm glad I'm friends with her so she can tell when she plans the BOMB!! Alex if you read this I hope ur diarrhea problems are getting better. I miss you and Love you. Happy 8th annimonthsary! I've been going thrifting almost everyday now. I really dont know why, it just happens. I saw Kill Bill with Nabiha on Sat and it was fucking AMAZING! The only thing I didnt like about it was the ending. I didnt know it was a sequel, if I knew then I'd probably would rent the first one and watch the second one in theater. Overall I really want to get the soundtrack and both of the movies on DVD's when they come out. Oh I received a call from Nolvia on sunday! It was the BEST! I love her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! I know ur reading this Nolvia I'll be sending you ur presents later in this week you'll receive it next week. I love you and I miss you. Love to all, Miriam Current Mood:  lovedCurrent Music: Bang Bang |
| Monday, October 6th, 2003 |
| 10:16 am |
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| Saturday, September 27th, 2003 |
| 9:05 am |
Amazing!!
Plea For Peace kicked major ass last night, It was fucking amazing! This is my first time seeing Dillinger live and I love the fucking amazing show the put. I felt like just thrashing, but of course I cant cause I dont have the sufficient bollas to do so. I wish I did. Further Seems Forever as always kicking ass as usual. Hot Topic Kids didnt really bother me as much as they usually do in other shows. Overall it was a fucking amazing night, If ever Dillinger were to come again I'll be there. It doesnt matter where it is. I love them live they sound exactly the same they sound on a CD. Theyre AMAZING! Overall I really thank God and Alex for making this possible. Current Mood: thankfulCurrent Music: New Years Project |
| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 |
| 2:35 pm |
What Do You Think Of Life Nabiha?
What a Mission! It seems that I'm the one always making decisions, but hears the problem I never want to go anywhere. So when people ask me where do you want to go, my response is always anywhere. I dont care where I go, as long as it's somewhere. Oh and Nabiha if your reading this the subject it's something that just was on my mind. It has nothing to do with you I'm not mad or anything. I love you. OOPS I have 10 min to go to class so I have to make this quick. Yesterday I skipped two of my classes just because I was tired of being in school. It sucks that I have to stay in school from 6am to 3:20 pm. I hate my schedule. If I could be home by 1 I wouldnt mind. I had lots of fun yesterday with my cacaface Alex. I love him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. I birned so many CD. I just cant wait till I cash in my check that Financial Aid gave me. It's not that much money but I really need the money. I need to go job hunting soon. Well I'll catch you guys in the other side Current Mood:  complacent |
| Monday, September 22nd, 2003 |
| 7:21 pm |
Very first college test went well, considering that I really didnt study. I just had one class today and at 12:30 I went to Alex's house and had to take him to his mom's house in pincrest. It was very far away. Whatever I dont want to take about that. Friday I went to Revolver its amazing how every girl has the same hair cut. Raquel, Xime, and Jess came over on Sat, it was so much fun, I need to hang with friends more often I forgot how much fun I could have. Well as you can see I'm trying to post more often. I should go and finish my hw I have so much. Current Music: The Kills |
| Thursday, September 18th, 2003 |
| 1:52 pm |
Idaho no, UDAHO!!!!
Since so many people are taking me out of their friends list I decided to post. Of course those people that have me already out are not going to able to read this. Oh well it's their loss. ::Random:: The computers in Miami Dade are high class, I wish I could take them home. OKay so on Monday I had a fun time with Nabiha and Victor, we went to bayside and nabiha took pics of me since she says I'm so "photogenic". Dorys finally cut her hair on Tuesday, it looks really cute according to everyone. There's for my week update. Miami Dade does feel like a grade 13 and it sucks, however, I'm making so many new friends in each of my classes, it's somewhat refreshing to see new faces in a different enviroment. I'm sitting next to Alex, I'm pushing his stomach so he could fart as loud as a trumpet. I wish I could have more hours in the day so I could be able to hang out with the friends that do care about me = Those of you who call!!!! I'm jocking I know all of you care. I promise that we will hang. Love gla P.S: i LOVE Alex more than White chocolate. Current Mood:  content |
| Thursday, August 21st, 2003 |
| 11:28 am |
I finally reached 100,000 miles in my car, this makes me worry a little, MY CAR IS GETTING OLD!!! Cinthia left yesturday, how I wish I could of gone to see her, I called her to wish her a happy birthday and to talk to her for a little while. I'll miss her alot. Alex's b-day was fun we went to Dave and Busters to eat with his family, after that we watched Cowboy Bebop, good movie although I couldnt finish watching it. I start Miami Dade on Wed I'm sort of nervous. I'm looking for jobs, if anyone out there can hook it up, u know where to reach me. Peace Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: Rilo Kiley |
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